OVER

i think i need to think about all the problem that appear in my life now.
or i should make over?
and start a new life?

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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SI MUNYIT

hahahaa. nie arie kami jumpa and da gunting rambut suda! i like butttttt. da taruh ekorr. bbikin spoil oo tue ekor tue tau. cantik suda nad kemas nie but tiba ada bergantug nie di belakang. shit. i dun like. arap2 da putung lah tue. ahahaha. alalalaa. 

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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STUPID

that night i was planning to go home but unfortunately i change my mind and stay out with y very best friend at their house. wahahahahaa. having fun while my family keep calling me. i just ignore cuz i know that soon they will stop calling me. 

after eating than watching TV together. i try to go sleep cuz im tired and BBM with "si tinggi bkin panas"  

he said he gonna come here and disturb us especially me. i was like. WHAT SO EVER. YOU WON'T GONNA MAKE IT DUDE. YOUR SO FAR A WAY FROM US~ 

than i reply:

me: oo oke. wat so ever. sa malas suda mau layan kau nie tau. bah klah. sa mau tidur. bye. nite.

him: kau tingu saja lah. kau tunggu k.

i ignore the BBM cus i noe he won't gonna make it than so suddenly i heard annoying voice.

oke. its him. DAMN! im tired lah mau layan kau nie. haiz. jumpa kmfrm gaduh. budu oo. 

than after layan perangai da sekejap we make a deal. oke, than all of us sleep in one bed than my mum call me. but ignore it than suddenly she call my friend phone. DAMN! i was like. HUHHHHH~ i answers it and kena ceramah lahh. ahahahaha. 

they say they want to meet me up at my school. i was like. fuck man. im in rush than go back school. ahahaha. nasib ada si tinggi bh. kalau tidak. huh. damn. 

sampai saja di school. sa panjat pagar ahr! wajahahahahaa! first time oke sa panjat agar ALONE! ahahaa. shit. lawak lah. even ada hantu kali di depan sa pun sa tia takut oo. cuz time sa cuma takut 1 jak. KENA PATAN! ahahhaa. im using a cap time tue to cover uo my kong hair. hahaa. i think if people saw me. they though that im a guy. ahahaha. DAMN. 

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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THE AVENGERS

actually arie tue mau tingu THE AVENGERS 3D di suria tapi memandangkan kami bertambah dari 4 pigi 7 so terpaksa lah kami jual tue ticket sama kazen sa. huhuhuuuee. sedih tau kah? kmi sangat2 sedih2 time tue. really. sangat sedih oke! tapi its oke lah. yang penting sama member pun oke lah. heee. i love them oke. bulie? ahahahaa. lalalallaa. muah muah lah. 

jadi kami tingu di megalong tapi in 2D lah. oke jua tapi ada nie 1 ekor mau jua tingu 3D kn. da minta puji bha. pa kan daya. adehhh. minta puji saja da. ahahaha. blablablablaaaaa.

bh pke lah. mlas sa mau membebel awal pagi. ahahaha

kbai <3

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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SAD

hmm. sejak kebelakangan nie kau macam lain suda nie. hmm. tia tau lahh. sa msg kau pun kau balas lain lain. macam mau xda mau saja. hm. entah lah. kau ada baru? or kau balik sama ex kau? or sebab masalah sa? hm. entah lah. malas mau cakap suda. kbai.

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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SAKIT HATI :'(

heee. nie arie IMY sangat sangat. tak tau napa niee. hmm. bangun bangun ter ingat kau. bangun bangun ter ingat kau. like seriously? sejak bila sa pandai jadi beginie nie? damn==. sa terlampau rindu kau kai nie smapi jadi beginie? budu ooo. since brapa harie tue yg sa xda phone sebab hilang kan. kali sa cuai bh tuee. huhu. tapi tak paa. i learn from my lesson. i wont leave any important stuff at the table. hee. kali gara gara teda phone lah tue and tia msg dengan kau sa tiba tiba begitue. hmm.

than nie ariee. ter gerak hati mau tanya if kau sayang sa. than bulie bulie kau cakap sa mabuk. eh. salah kah sa tanya tue soalan? salah? if salah cakap bahh. tia jua sa mau tanya tanya balik. hmm. sa tau sa suka tanya soalan bonus bah. api at least jawab lah bah yang bulie kasih sinang hati sa. huummpphh.

gaya sa memang macam nie. terus terang lah. sa nie minta puji didepan urang sa sayang. sa akan buat apa jak tuk kacau tue urang. banyak lah yg suka buat sama tue urang. sampai lah tue urang marah. hohoh. sa bukan mau minta puji kah apa kah tp sa punya jenis memang manja. apa lagi bila sa sakit. sebab, bila sa sakit sa kana care. sa suka sakit supaya sa dapat perhatian dari family sa especially kau. tapi kau? macam taik taik saja susah tau kah mau manja manja sama kau nie tau.

lau kau tia suka sa kah apa kah. kau kasih tau lah awal awal. supaya tia jua bah sa sakit hati. supaya sa bulie jua palan palan trima kenyataan. jan jak yang time sa sayang kau gila babi trus kau buat hal. tue jak sa cakap. sa na mau k. plis. bulie?

if u love me. than prove it. and if u don't. than tell me so i can be prepared and won't broke even it had its crack on it.

kbai.

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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HMMMPPPHHH

kau rasa dia sear kah nie arie hari apa? buruk~

kbai

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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LIL TELLA

nie arie si tella sakit. da demam==

susuh hati sa. sial ooo. damn. da nangis nagis nie. mau kana dukung sja. hm. tp nie arie da kc habis da punya bubur~ lalaalala. sllu nya da pilih mknan. i mean da mau nestum sja. tp nie arie damau jua mkn bubur. ahrrr. i like uu~ muahh<3 

dear tella

cepat cepat lah kau baik ahr. jan lae sakit sakit. susah hati hati mummy nie nnt. susah nanti mummy mua final nanti. be good oke~

i love you~ 

muah muah<3

kbai.

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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UNTITTLE

lalalalalaaaa. 2month suda kta nie arie. alalalalalallaaa

kbai.

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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HM.

since kau suda  tingu si tella. now baru kau terkejar kan? kenapa dari dulu jak kau tidak kejar kejar kami jak? kenpa  baru sekarg? hm. tia tau lahh. huh. bingung ehh gniee.

dear god,
please help me. i don't know what must i do. feeling say no but brain say yes. damn. what must i do? which one must i follow? the heart or the brain? hm. CONFUSE! but. hm. IDK lar.

must stay strong!

kbai. <3

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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I DON'T KNOW.

Hmm. tia tau lah apa mau cakap lagi. kau masih tia dapat tangkap gaya sa kn? sa marah or merajuk pun kali kau tia tau. sa tau kau tia pandai pujuk. but u can think bah how to cheer me up. suda lah kemarin sa tunggu massge kau. sa pikir kau balik tidur. cek cek. datang satu massge blg" aiya. sory syg. terlampau syok ceta. tia sedar sms. muah2" i was like. damn. yeah. i know labah friend is important but atlest kau kasi tau labah yg kau mau ceta lu mah kwn kau. thn. tia jua sa balik balik tingu phone than pikir lain lain kn? tapi if kau tia balas time kau keja. sa paham lah. nie? hm. 

oke than yang kau massge tue yamg kau telling me that your sorry tue. mmg sa tidur suda. lau kau tau sa suda tia blas. atleast kau miss call labah brapa kali so sa bulie bangun. than balas massge kau kn. nie. post post di fb bilang itu lar ini lar. bah. mana lah sa tau. 

yaaa. memang lah sa kuat marah. tapi dalam kuat marah sa tue. cepat jua oke. kau cuma mau tau macam mana mau handle api jak. gitue jak. easy and simple kn? sa tau sa nie bukan lah baik sangat. sa tau sa nie bikin panas. and what so ever lah kan. hm tia tau larrrr.

LAST WORD FOR YOU:

If you still love me and don't want to extant this argument. 

• Text me that your sorry for the last time. 
• Tell me that you want us to stay a bit longer. 
• Tell me that you will stay together with me to fight the problem so i feel that there still someone else who love me more than the one who leave me.
• Tell me that your the one who deserve me because you know that you are better than him. 
• Tell me that you will protect me than any rumors.
• Tell me that you love me and need me in your live.

Nie arie jak sa tunggu kau massage. but if your EGO masih tinggi. sa tia tau lah.

cause nie arie sa mau EVERYTHING is LAST. Last missing. Last crying and Last hoping. 

klah. bai. muah.

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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IM SORRY.

act sa mau kc tau kau  tme kta jumpa. i wanna hug2 u. aiseh. hm. 

hm. act. i tell u cuz i wan u to fight for me. i wan to feel that ur the one for me and ur the one that can take my heart away. but than? what happen? u tell me to follow wat my family say. I DONT WANT okey! how come i wanna be with some else but my heart with someone? eee. budu bh kawww! kau tau kah time kau suru sa ikut jak apa family sa ckp. hati sa SAKIT bh! i want u! not him who the stupid guy who leave me than come back with no reason that he want me back? sakit bh hati. kau suru2 sa p tmpat da padahal kw sndiri tau yg sa pun syg kw. like fuck o nie situation. oke. sa sa mgaku sa nangis==" nie lar first time sa nangis tuk org lain after so long. im not stronger as u think oke? even apa2 pun tejadi sma relationship kta. i wan u to know that i syg u k. i want u jd dady angkat si tella ahrr. promice me. pleaseee. bulliiee?

 

u wont understand bh my feeling. if u di tmpat sa kali baru kaw paham apa sakit when u suruh sa p tmpt da instead u. hm. tia tau larr. sakit jiwa sa skrg.

promise me. if sumthin happen. i want u to do what as i said. be her foster dady.

ILY. muah

 

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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SORRY

DEAR TELLA,


im really SORRY for not being there when you need me and im also sorry for not being there to watch you GROWING UP day by day. uhuu

bukan sa tidak mau balik or sengaja tia mau balik. cuma teda masa mau balik and if sa balik pun sepa mau hantar?? lagi pun sa mau jimat jimat suda nie duit. sbb kau paham lar ada salah 1 dari mak cik kau tue lupa daratan. biar kan saja dia k. if sa ada duit lebih nanti or ada kawan yang bawa keta. komform sa balik rumah pi jumpah kau than kita jalan jalan k.

so, we can hangout together. i will spent every second with you  to replace the time that im not being there with you. i will show you that even you only got me as your mother and your father. atleast you know that there's still someone out there that still care about us. Than i want you to meet my friend especially for those who always with us when you still at tummy. heeee. muahmuah to them.

i love you for a thousand year okey baby.

• your the reason why i still fight the darkness inside me. 
• your the reason why i keep smiling even im dying inside. 
• your the one who make me feel im special for having you in my life. 
• your the one who give me strength to do all the stuff that i don't want to do.

i promise you gonna be my only one. even him wont make me change my mind for not stopping love you. muah. LOVEYOUALWAYS~ muah

kbai.

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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HMPPHHH

hm. entah apa sa mau buat nie kali.
nie kal lar kamu force betul2.
1 maalh abis. datang lagi 1 masalah. sa tau lar bah kamu yang bagi duit. kamu yang jaga si tella. kamu lar semau. bukan sa mau kasih susah kamu bahh. tapi sa betul betul suda tia tau sepa mau minta tolong lau bukan sama kamu?
hm..
nie 1 orang lalgi mengira sangat sangat sama sa. lepas abis skolah sa misti bayar apa yang sa pinjam sa da kunun. duh. like fuck saja kau. time mami sa kasi skolah kau. ada da minta bayar balik? ada? teda kan? kau saja tue telampau. sudah tue. cakap cakap lagi pasal yang di atas tuee. orang alim pun tia mengira ow sama family da. kau lagi mau mengira? macam lupa daratan kau nie tauuu. mau tolong orang sebab mau dapat nama kunun. tapi sama family macam pukima gaya kau nie kan.
lau sa tau kau beginine kan. bagus tia paya bahh caka sama kau. cuma nie kali i have no choice mau minta tolong sama kau.
tapi sa harap kau sedar lar kau tue sepa. selalu saja cakap cakap orang. bagus lau diri sendiri tue bagus sangat. jan lar kau trip sangat k.
nanti kau mati tia bulie bawah jau tue semau.
and kan. nanti if sa suda ada P.T. sa bayar balik k semau k. jan kau risau. if kau rasa tia cukup. kau bunuh saja k. than baru kau hati kali. kau taku gia duit kau berkurang. hahaha. like fuck. oke lar. malas sa mau cakap pasal kau yang gaya macam DOG.

kbai.

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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HAI

oke haiii~ ini beforee mau pi pulau manukannn~ 

time otw liaw p pulau sudaaa~ 

hahahaaa. pelik kan sa snieee. tapi taik lalat jua lar tarang. hahahah

ketara hitam suda snieee. otw balik poliii~

actually banyak lagi bah tue gambar tapi sa belum lagi ambi tempat si yaya and si franky kh? sana yang paling best cus ada sa nek banana boat! jan jelessss! hahahaa. bahh. nanti sa post sniee k after sa dpt all the picture kk. hahahaa.


kbai. muah <3

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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LONG DISTANCE~

kali sa rasa macam mana rasa nya in relationship jarak jauh niee. 


selama sa hidup. tia pernah jarak jauh. semua nya dekat jak d hati. hahahahaa. kami jumpah 1 kali 1 minggu. tue pun if dapat jumpa.naaah. if sa tia balik memang tia dpt jumpa tue. cuz masing masing busy kan. da kerja and sa skolah. uhuu. SAD oke!

tapi paling sad lagi bila sa tia dapat jumpa anak munyit saya! uhuuu. if si bapa munyit tue bulie lagi bermassage tapi si anak munyit? bercakap pun belum. apa lagi bermassage. susah hati okeee! lau bu;ie. sa mau nampak jak kamu supaya sa tia susah hati. hm. naaaaa~ I MISS YOU BOTH OKE! sangat sangat! YOUR MY LIFE MY SOUL AND I LOVE YOU LIKE LOVE SONG, BABY!


since im very busy ngan skola jak cause final exam is around the corner. so, connt balik lar. if balik pun mana dapat blajar tue. main sama anak munyit saja tueee. uhuuu.

MASSAGE FOR BOTH OF YOU:

I will always LOVE with all my heart. No one can replace u my anak munyit. Your are part of me and my other half. Since your the Smaller one so, you gonna have more attention from me than bapa munyit. Even thou i love si bapa munyit so much but you are most important in my life. si bapa munyit understand will understand why i saying this stuff.

I LOVE YOU BOTH! MUAHMUAH!


kbai~

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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ONE MONTH

Today DATE: 07 March 2012

we are now one month! hahahaaa. lawakk oo ginieee. bulie bulie nie sa bulie ingat sa punya date couple. hahahaaa. selama nie tia prnah pulak sa ingat sebab dorang yang ingat niee. hahahaa. damn baby damn! hahahaa. kali dulu sa tia ambi kesah kali? hahahaa. but at least sa ingat nie kali. hm. i think da tia ingat jua tue yang kami one month sekarang. haha. sebab da busy kerja kali. damn. buruk oo ginieee. hahaaa. navermind. sa mau diam2 saja nie. if da ingat kn. WOW! bahagia kali sa sama dia nie. tapi if da tia ingat. tiapa~ tia b'erti dia tia sayang sa. cuma da busy kali. duh. hahahaa.

selama kami in relationship nie. teda jua apa apa berlaku cuma sa jak nie kadang kadang macam taik mau minta puji kann. hahahaaa. tapi satu jak da tia pandai. da tia pandai pujuk saya. SAD oke! sa lagi nie suka minta puji. adeh. tapi harap harap nanti ko pandai MEMUJUK k bapa munyit? hahahaaa.

muahmuah lar. ILY saja yg sa bulie bagi sama bapa munyit wat masa nie. sorry. 

kbai.

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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SAYING I LOVE YOU

as usual larr. if we end up our conversation conform cakap ILY kan?

macam jua sa went sama si bapa munyit.

we end up conversation with saying ILY. haha

but suddenly sa t'ingat time dulu dulu time sa masih mudaa. hahaa

dulu dulu punya style:

me: I love u bie.

him: I love u too.

me: I love u three.

him: I love u fourEVER

we end up our conversation like this in every massage or call so we know that we'll are in love and no want will separate us even the star will fall to the ground cause we know that we'll be together until the end of our life.

than at last, it hurt me A LOT!

I really want to do this to bapa munyit but im scared because it make me remembering all the pieces that i have been through.

damn u memories~

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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HOW I MEET RYANNA~

THIS HER. RYANNA~ 

meh. sa ceta mcm sa jumpa nie babun nieeee . hahahaa

ceta da ber mula bilaaaaa:

time tue sa baru jak masuk politeknik. than lepas daftar semua and ambi kunci asrama tue. si mummy nie antar larr sa p asrama sambil tolong tolong angkat barang sa tue. than sa bag larrrr kunci tue sama si mummy. takut hilang knnn. hahahaaa. 

lagipun time tue first time masuk kat sana. so, komform lar tak tau mana blok'blok nie. kami pusing pusing. than sampai lar 1 ketika terjumpa ngan da nieeee. time tue belum lagi kenall. tapi. mum p layan mum da kannn. hm. Nek jak tangga tueee denan konfident sangat sangat. time smpai bilik tueee. KUNCI HILANG! xda tau macam mna si mum pegang tue kunci. sampai sa mau nangis sudaaa. hahahaa. apa tidak. takut baaah. ahahahah.

than time da ada kat sna. so, minta tolong lar kunun mau letak beg sana cuz mau mencari kunci yang hilang tueee. Time tue muka da sangat sangat gaaanaaaasssss! ahahahahaaa. macam sombong bahhhh. ngekkk. time sa minta tolong tue. da langsung tak tingu muka saaa. assssikkkkk ngan HANDPHONE JAKKKK. hmmm. 1 kali time mau turun pi cari kunci tueee. JENG! JEG! JENG! guess what? KUNCI TEMPAT POCKET MUM! huhhhh. kin ribut jakkk. hahahahaa.

adehhh. than p ambii larr beg tueee. hahahaa. same attitudeee. tinguuu handphone jakk. 

1 kali time kami kenall rapat rapat tueee. naaaaa. cua kamu tingu gambarrr kami? cute kn? ahhahahaa. ini larrrr hikayat si ryannaaaa. hahahahaa. orang bilang DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER~ kena kenal luu dalam daaa. baru larr kita tau macam mna orang daa kann?

tapi apa apa pun. I LOVE YOU RYANNAAAA!
Bestfriend aku tue kat snieee~
muah muahhh ahahahaaa

mintaaa puji kan? ahhahaha 

cute kan? muahhh <3 

hahahahaaa. i just love herrr 

muah muah RYANNAAAAA~ hahaha

kbaiiii.

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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HMMPPPHHH~

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I LOVE YOU my lil Tella and Munyit. Muahmuah ♥

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